Currently Reading I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings By Maya Angelou see related

hey hey  so this morning I woke up early by my dad at 7 to start cleaning the house then I left at 9:30 to go to ambers for a meeting then she wasnt there some sort of miss communication whatever then I came home and made lunch, ate lunch, and now im on here. I have to finish the house today then at 9:30pm im off to kelseys for a lock-in at church I think we are going bowling I cant wait..I love lock-ins that is where I meet all my friends.:) im in a really good mood it is kinda scary. I miss school already I hate summer to much time and nothing to do but I have alot to do this summer I have books to read for english and ACT"S to take not looking forward to that but whatever wish me luck on those and other then that not much else is going on oh and nothing is going on between Jeff and I . I have been asked by more then one person what was going on so yeah nothing just friends. nothing else today so see ya

Always God's
Amanda

These eyes cry every night for you
These arms long to hold you again

The hurtin's on me, yeah
And I will never be free, no, my baby, no no
You gave a promise to me, yeah
An' you broke it, an' you broke it, oh no

These eyes watched you bring my world to an end
This heart could not accept and pretend

The hurtin's on me, yeah
And I will never be free, no, no, no
You took the vow with me, yeah
An' you spoke it, an' you spoke it, babe

These eyes are cryin'
These eyes have seen a lot of loves
But they're never gonna see another one like I had with you

These eyes are cryin'
These eyes have seen a lot of loves
But they're never gonna see another one like I had with you

These eyes are cryin'
These eyes have seen a lot of loves
But they're never gonna see another one like I had with you

These eyes cry every night for you
These arms, these arms long to hold you, hold you again

These eyes are cryin'
These eyes have seen a lot of loves
But their never gonna see another one like I had with you

These eyes are cryin'
These eyes have seen a lot of loves
But their never gonna see another one like I had with you

These eyes are cryin'
These eyes have seen a lot of loves
But their never gonna see another one like I had with you

These eyes are cryin'
These eyes have seen a lot of loves
But their never gonna see another one like I had with you
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Don't ya know these eyes are cryin' every night
I need you back in my heart

hey hey so today was last day of school I didnt get to say good bye to some people that I would have liked to but ill get with them before I leave I hope finals were a piece of cake came home with

A in Band
B in French
A in chemistry (OMG)
A in leadership
A in English
A in History
A in geometry

So I was pretty mad about the B but what can you do nothing so I guess Im happy I mean It could be worse right??? well other then that not much went on I leave for phila on the 13 so if you wanna do something it will have to be before then and then I get back the 25 of July I will be on here as much as possible to stay in touch so keep the comments comming and I will answer when I have a chance ok

Love You All Have A Good Summer
Always God's
Amanda

hey hey so today was a good day sorta I was kinda broken all day and Im kinda pissed off at Amber among other things

Hagabush tricked us with his final but I didnt fall for it because im good like that lol english final totally failed but still have and A and instead of it being a 102 I have a 99 oh well then geometry final was a piece of cake it was so easy well for me at least lol

tomorrow I have my sister graduations so ill miss 1st hour for a little bit but ill be back then 2nd hour I have french final I have to study for that 4th hour nothing already did my final then 6th hour history final easy but other then that im good

I thank TJ and Fallon for their caring last night love you guys and all talk you yalls tomorrow

Always God's
Amanda

2 Days

well today was pretty good im in a little pain phisically and mentally but I have big finals to study for so talk to yalls later

Go French(lol inside joke)

Now some little something to brighten your day

y: y: You know you live in 2006 when...
1. You go to a party, sit down and take MySpace pics.

2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.

3. The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don't have AIM/LiveJournal/MySpace/Xanga.

4. You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the button on the TV.

6. Your evening activity is sitting at the computer.

7. You read this list, and keep nodding and smiling.

8. You think about how stupid you are for reading this.

9. You were too busy to notice number five.

10. You actually scrolled back up to check if there was a number five

11. And now you're laughing at your stupidity.

12. Repost if you fell for it. You know you did

Currently Watching In Love and War see related

3 days

hey hey so im at home sick the sun does weird things to me. Graduation is tonight which ill miss that makes me sad but someone will have to video tape it for me and let me have a copy...

It came to my realization that life isnt about the big things it is about the little things that you string together to make life worth living it replaces all the bad to make you happy the only problem is finding the little things you think you can handle holding on to with out yourself getting hurt or spending helpless hours crying then relize you really dont know why your crying

I also just relized that after being hurt really bad by the only person in the world you would give your life for it is really hard to let others in...In fear that you will get hurt again and getting hurt again and agin isnt worth it and then you take a chance on that one person who you think wont hurt you because you have known each other for 5 years and they do it anyway...and how best friends can just turn on you so fast it isnt even funny and they hurt you so much you go home and cry yourself asleep and they dont even relize the pain they have caused you and the one person yuo want is the only one who can see through you fake smiles and dried up tears and they can know what im thinking without even asking.

You think you find a good friends untill they get to busy or get a BOYFRIEND and then everything changes all the promises they make and all the GIFTS they give they suddenly dont mean as much as they did the day they gave it to you.. it is like a picture if it is not hanging up on your wall it is stashed away in a book after a while is beging to lose its color... I'm so tired of being hurt by people and everyday someone new ask me why wont you tell me what is wrong and the answer is because i dont want to drag them into my screwed up life because maybe one day they will find that person or best friend that wont shatter their heart that is my only prayer every night is for people not to go through what I do...

Im so tired of people saying im perfect and I wish I was you becuase no one truely knows what I go through with the acception of Jenny who knows the whole story not even yuor best friend knows you deepest darkest secrets because they are to busy in there relationships to realize the pain your in...Im not perfect no where close to it because I make good grades and am involved in alot and I have no one who hates me as people say they want to be like me. NO!!!!! I HATE the word PERFECT .... No one is perfect...gah...

Ok well now that im done spilling my guts at they whole freakin world I think ill go read

Always God's
Amanda